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osamu "vodka aunt" dazai ([personal profile] nullificates) wrote in [personal profile] erbe 2024-02-12 11:38 pm (UTC)

I have no doubt! As I said, you are incredibly hot, a man, or a woman, could only be so lucky.

(and throughout this conversation, he hasn't yet revealed the reason why he can do these things. the days of the port mafia are long past him, 4 years since he walked the darkness that surrounded it - he'd love to think he changed enough, but part of him feels a slight tinge of guilt that he hasn't. right or wrong remains meaningless. purpose in life remains unattainable and unfeasible.

but he's trying. that's perhaps what gives meaning to a life that can never really be truly different. he has no idea what he is doing, he wings it, walks the path of light through the shadows it casts, but god, he's trying. in here, trying takes a cloudier meaning. he won't play the game, in fact, he'll fuck because he likes to - he wants power. not for himself, he never cared about that, never will, but power brings them a little closer to understanding, a bit less distant from the end goal in a safer way.

at least he sucks as a person enough to play his own game, same rules, different end result.)


Is your price something you'd like to think over and tell me when you feel like chipping in, or do you have something in mind?

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