[This can't be her, can it? Is it the influence of the new crest? Or perhaps the level of discord? The wish to break and destroy... She has to swallow it down.]

—All of that was just frustration. Realistically we are of the same faction and his abilities outclass mine for now. I wish for his comeuppance to be bitter and hard to swallow. I want it to be humiliating, but... it doesn't have to be at the cost of his life. And it doesn't have to be immediate. He treated death like it was nothing, so I doubt violent retaliation would bring satisfaction or peace.