I'm not gloomy.

[Tohsaka cradles his head in her hands as he continues craning his neck to look at her. She supports him as she leans down to touch her forehead with his own.]

I'm tired. I feel dull. Nothing is exciting, it's harder to feel angry, and it's like I'm numb. But it only lasts for stretches. It lifts and I feel manic, or especially angry. I think it's the same problem that is making my eyes darker.